10.22.2008
I've taken over the Forefront Blog this week so I'll be posting some of the thoughts, vision casting, etc. from my posts there. Enjoy.
On the corner of my desk you'll find a picture of my beautiful wife Carrie and our 5 month old daughter Chloe (she's sporting the Mets hat in the Mets frame if you were wondering what team is the best in MLB). In the day to day work flow they are my reminder. A reminder that God is first, then family, and finally the church. Forefront is a great church and our mission is one of huge importance, but if I miss the boat with drawing near to God and loving on my family, then Forefront will suffer because of it.
Which leads me to the question, "How do you create balance in your life?" With God, family, church, work, little league, dance recitals, and so on... what are you neglecting? Whether you believe so or not, something is hurting. It might be work or maybe even hobbies, but a majority of the time it's God and family. It's a sad reality that many who follow Jesus come to understand.
Let's say: You've been serving in children's ministry since the day you signed up at a serving expo, you cart kids around to various student ministry events, you set-up and tear down every Sunday, and work a 60+ hour work week. You come home, find barely enough time to hang with the kids and spouse before you crash and go to bed only to start the chaos all over again. Then when you get into the quiet thinking moments, you realize that your family is suffering and you aren't connected to God. Who do you blame for ending up in this stage in life? Unfortunately, we tend to blame the church. When that happens you'll start to hear things like:
- "I'm not getting fed spiritually."
- "My family and I are thinking of leaving the church."
- "I like serving, but I think I am getting pretty burned out with this."
- "God just doesn't seem to be meeting my needs right now."
Now I would contend that when things in our life arise they come from a deeper place than we would like to admit. When you hear these things you might look at the church, when I hear these things- I look in the mirror. I wonder where I stepped out of pace with God.
In the 8+ years of doing ministry before coming to Forefront, I had a season where the church was everything. I preached messages on reading your Bible, when I hadn't read it in weeks. I had Bible studies on giving to God, and I wasn't where I needed to be with my giving of time, money and heart. I was serving so much that I began to miss the point of being His in the first place. The problem was I blamed God, the church, the leadership and everyone within shouting distance, but it did nothing. It did nothing because they weren't the problem- I was. I wasn't close to God. I had walked away. I didn't keep up my side of the relationship.
The eye-opening moment was when I got back into the groove. He and I were talking together on a daily basis (praying), I was learning about His plan for my life in a deeper way (reading my Bible), and I noticed my time wasn't as constrained as I had originally thought and my joy was back (serving in the church).
Many times in life I've looked to place blame anywhere but with myself. Now being married, having a little girl, and growing along with God over these years in ministry; when things get out of whack- I look in the mirror. And when God and I are walking in step, my relationship with Him is stronger, family looks brighter and serving just becomes a natural part of my DNA.
So, to the question "How do you create balance in your life?" I would answer, Love God, Love Family, Love People... and you won't be able to contain yourself as you Turn the World Upside Down.
Labels Leadership, Reading, Thinking
3 Comments:
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- Anonymous said...
10/22/2008 10:30 AMMatthew 6:33--But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.- Jason said...
10/22/2008 11:43 AMthanks joe. that verse was part of my daily reading last week. This whole concept has been on my mind for some time.- Brandon's Blog said...
10/22/2008 3:19 PMThis is something that I have to remind myself daily. Over the past few weeks I have had some of the same thoughts. This gives us all something to def. think about.